Monday, September 06, 2004

todays tuesday. hmmm, so fast time flies. saturday was norbin bday. knn, went to his house to snook him, but i guess it wasnt much of a surprise ba. but i think it made him happy with the cake and all. cant remember much of my bdays except for my 7th or 8th bday, my dad gave me a remote control car. and my 17th birthday, when my primary school frens bought a cake for me and sang happy birthday song for me at our annual chalet. my crush made a card and gave me a present. then my JC frens appeared out of no where and came to the chalet. but of course, bdaes have never played a big part in my life. all the same, happy bdae, norbin.

sunday went to malaysia on my own for the first time. decided that i shld never depend on frens to bring me there. sometimes, some pp are just not dependable. but of course, its never their fault. and i promised kazumi that i will get her serviced soon, so i made my way to the bike shop myself. almost got myself lost, but luckily i still managed to find my way there. spent so much on kazumi, haha, i hate the bike shop owner. but kazumi is well and better than before, and i'm so glad for her.

monday went to break, nth much. feeling kinda low in breaking lately, but i won say that i feel like quiting coz i know that i never will, i guess the feeling just comes and goes. enemy ground, my crew, is so near yet so far. oh i shldnt say anything. today wonder if i shld go and break. zzzz. and did i mentioned that i almost got knocked down by a merc taxi yesterday. he changed lanes to park at the roadside without signalling nor checking his blindspot. fucking made me jam my brakes and there was this screeching sound from kazumi. he was apparently shocked to see me there and i made my way beside him. for a second, i didnt know wat i shld do. i stared so hard at him and there was this boiling rage in me, wanting to take off my helmet and smash into his face. the other part of me wanted to idenfity myself as a police officer and start ranting politely to him about failing to signal intention, failing to change blind spot, driving without due care or reasonable consideration for other road users, stopping along double yellow lines, blah blah blah, but from past experiences, i know that commuting when in fury leads to me shouting at the top of my lungs. in the end, i took a deep breath and he apologised and off i went. oh, oh, wat a close shave that was, but now kazumi like got some noise, haiz, that bastard, lucky for him, i'm going malaysia this weekend again.

oh well, life's getting tougher and harder to pass. working hours are longer and i'm more sleepy.

gilbert at 9:28 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}